so i was talking about this girl who doesnt like me
which i dont usually do
seriously
but i guess she does like me
and she heard me
and shes like really upset about it
and i feel sooooooo bad
im shakingg

another thing to add to my bad day
is that the guy i like is going out with a girl
who isnt me

hello i am the gossiping-broken-hearted-fool
please punch me in the face

and the only good thing about today is that my best friend in the entire world is sleeping over and then were going to nyc tommorrow for my birthday [were going to saks to try on clothes we cant afford and take pictures of ourselvs, and i might get something from tiffany's!]

there are alot of other thing i could tell you about
like the fight, or the party in science, or the fact that what they served in the cafeteria for lunch today probably shouldnt be considered a legal food item but i wont because im in a horrible mood
and because i am: i hope my crush's gf break's his heart
kinda like he broke mine </3

i am oh-so-fucking jolly [sarcasm]
which reminds me i have christmas ocd
i am now addicted to christmas and/or christmas spirt
dont ask me why
i will give you a slap
and i wont give you an answer xD